| turkey days coming |
[Nov. 21st, 2006|06:32 am] |
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Im so gald that my dad is back. I missed him. I cant wait until thanksgiving. This is the best time of the year!!! |
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[Oct. 17th, 2006|07:32 pm] |
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im leaving for tn for good. haha. guess who is the proud owner of a new 3 bedroom house... me... i feel like an adult. im 19 and i own my own house. paid in cash. i only borrowed $20,000 from my dad. not bad. im excited. putting in my two weeks and leaving. woot woot. |
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| please read if you know brandon |
[Sep. 9th, 2006|09:29 pm] |
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guys brandon is in jail and has been since april. he wants everyone to write to him. so email me or comment for his address. |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2006|08:52 pm] |
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well sat. and im gone. finally im getting out of fl. its to hot here. i hate it. the only bad thing is i have to come back at the end of the month to see my dr, go to court, and get my wisdom teeth pulled. at least i dont have to stay to long. if anyone wants to hangout before i go give me a call or call me when i get back. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|12:11 pm] |
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im gone!!!! woot woot. im finally for sure getting out of here. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2006|06:00 pm] |
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i went shopping and now im packing to leave. all i have left is to book a place to stay. can you believe i forget that? lol. i should stay with my sister.. but i would rather stay in my own place. i dont like staying with people. this is gonna be short... oh travis is coming home. woot woot. im soooo excited. |
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| glad |
[Jun. 14th, 2006|05:49 pm] |
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so i was reading krystals journal cuz she said that tommy left her some nasty thing. i think hes just mad cuz shes actually happy. i've seen her with dan and they are sooo happy together. i love going over to thier place or going out with them... whatever we do its just fun. no fighting. everyone gets along. he cares sooo much about her and she deserves it. its great to see you happy again krystal. and tommy you can stop leaving me comments. krystal told me that it was you calling me a whore... get a life and stop trying to get back into hers.
ohter than that bs.. im going to visit my sister this weekend. very excited. i havent seen her in forever. im gonna take a zillion pics. i dont have my car for a week. its in the shop getting fixed finally. my dad told me to drop it off since im not doing anything. fine with me. i can always use tjs car if i want to go somewhere.
hope you come down this week lindz. i come back from my sisters house on sat. so maybe later on we can do something since i didnt see you last time you were here.
im off to find better things to do than sit online all day. |
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| party |
[May. 28th, 2006|11:05 am] |
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my party is today. woot woot. im so excited. if you wanna come just give me a call |
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| pissed |
[May. 26th, 2006|03:50 pm] |
so i come on here to update and shit and i see that i have comments in my inbox. they were from krystal.. i was excited.. i havent talked to her since i got out and thought that maybe she wanted to hangout this weekend. nope. i got fuck off whore. b/c i dont like her bf or ex-bf.. or w/e they are now. well maybe if i didnt hear her tell me all the time how shes unhappy or watch her cry.... then it would be fine. hes nice... but i just dont like seeing her that way. shes my best friend. you would treat that guy differently too. she has so much love for him and i feel like he doesnt deserve her. shes gonna make someone really happy one day, but i dont think hes the one.
i want her to be happy so if she wants to stay with him thats fine by me. i can toerate him. i dont have to like him.... just get along with him. i dont even know if were friends at this point. its really up to her. good luck with things krystal.. i wish you the best... and i hope your happy.. thats all i want for you.
anyways... my day was good. went to bed at 5something and woke up at 10:30... so i got more sleep. went out to lunch with my mom and dad... and then went and got some tea and talked to ashley... were gonna hangout.. that will be nice. now im gonna go watch some more tv and try to nap.. oh yea... theres gonna be a party at my house sun. woot woot. |
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| bored??? |
[May. 22nd, 2006|09:28 pm] |
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so i had my hair cut and dyed today... and now im going to hustlers. krystal invited tommmy which i knew was going to happen.. everytime we make plans with someone else he always seems to call and she invites him. i dont want him to come... im not payin for him to come shoot pool. he never pays. fuck him. i miss home... prolly gonna go back tomorrow... let them send me away. |
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| lazy |
[May. 15th, 2006|04:34 pm] |
i went to the beach today even tho is wasnt a very good day. sorry rach for missing your party. i just didnt think i could handle seeing everyone just yet. hopefully soon tho.
anyways spending the night at kikis house.. were gonna go to ft.myeres beach b4 lindz leaves. haha funny thing happened at wendys lastnight. i asked for the the guys number that was at the window... he was cute and i was bored... i didnt think he would just give it to a total stranger but he did... still havent called. should.. it would be funny shit.
might go see morris tonight too. dont know yet... but im getting ready to go to kevs house. so peace out. |
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| feeling sick |
[May. 12th, 2006|09:54 am] |
this medicine makes me feel really sick. i didnt sleep much and i still feel like im gonna puke. i have a dr. apt on mon at 3. my parents leave sun. this is gonna be tough for me, but i know tht whey will call every chance they get to make sure im ok. i just dont want to be alone. im not sure that i will be able to deal with everything while they are away.
im gonna spend my day watching movies and wishing that my stomach would feel better. |
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| getting my life back.. |
[May. 11th, 2006|10:53 pm] |
so i finally decided to get my life back... nobody really knew ... still dont. i've been trying to beat depression... for 3years now.. i've tried to do it all by myself.. last week things got out of control. i've been hurting my self alot more... as well as the people aroung me.
i moved back home yesterday and i talked to my parents. they didnt know that it was that bad. it was sooo hard. they asked me why i cut myself.. or why i try to kill myself... why i overdosed... and you know what... i really dont know why i do the things i do.
i dont want to do it anymore.. im working on being happy again... im working on feeling. cuz really i dont feel anything but sadness anymore. im starting by seeing a shrink.. that will be fun... lol.. and im on cymbalta.. its suposed to give me no feelings at first and then progress in about 4weeks to me starting to feel happiness again.
my dad thinks its best that i get out of the cape for awhile and get on my own... to focus on school and try to become happy. so this summer were gonna look at schools in a couple of places and decide where im gonna go. choices so far are tampa, tn., and co. im thinking tampa would be nice... its close to home, but then tn.. living would be free since we have a house there. my dads going to help pay for things... but im not sure i can handle all of that right now.
i know he wants the best for me... but talking about it every time they pass me is odd. im not used to them taking the time out to make sure im ok... make sure im not breaking down... that im not going to hurt myself... its strange.. im surrounded by my family.... yet i still feel like something is missing...
i cant wait to get my life back agian... i just want to be me again. wish me luck guys...
for those of you who have myspace.. .i was lazy and didnt feel like writing something different... so sorry if you had to see this stupid thing twice.. |
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| great news... |
[Jan. 28th, 2006|12:23 pm] |
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mom told me today that my dad caved in... were moving to tennessee. woot woot. im so excited. i have to put in a transfer. im going to go to UT. and my dad is applying for a job out there. i cant wait. my grandpop is coming down... this is the best weekend ever. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|05:58 pm] |
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so im thinking about heading down to fgcu this sat for all of you peeps out there. hit up the celling if you want me to stop by and say hi. 443-7097 |
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| a short update for those who arent on myspace.. |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
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everything is great here in the world of me.. got a new job, got promoted yesterday.. and im moving in 8months. what more can i ask for. family life is finally great, i have the best friend in the world.. and im loving every min. of my life. it feels great to live... oh and katie.. im soooooooo sorry, i forgot about your b-day. i feel like the worst friend ever. i havent forgotten your b-day in the time i've known you. im soo sorry. happy late late b-day. hope it kicked ass. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
LJ Interests meme results
- bad religion:
i have thier cd! - cold play:
ugh.. they put me to sleep - finding nemo:
i love that freaking movie! - horse-play:
hmm... well we all do it. - lostprophets:
i love them i do i do i do.. right kim! - radio head:
they have funky songs that never bore me... - skateboarding:
i love skateboarding, but im not that great at it. not like kurt or my brother. - switchfoot:
who doesnt love them..... anyone else notice that i have all bands? - the strokes:
again... awesome freaking band. these guys rock. - wigwam:
ahh.. only me brandon, joanna, and tasha know anout that. but i love him
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| its been so long |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|10:12 pm] |
sorry guys... i didnt mean to not update for so long. a lot of shit has been happening.
my dad is in il. right now and well my parents are getting devorced. my dad has tried to talk to my mom but she wont talk to him. so i have to make a choice. move to colorado with him and my brother or move in with my mom. she doesnt know where shes going to stay or if she will even stay in florida.
everything just sucks right now. im with my mom... but i would really love to live with my dad. but at the same time i feel gulty b/c she doesnt have anyone but me. i feel like its my duty as her daughter to stay and be with her. it really does suck. i dont want to have to see my dad and brother a few weeks out of the year.. x-mas and summer are the only times i can really think that i would make it there.
i wish they would work it out, but at the same time im glad that they are getting it. im tired of listening to all the fighting and feeling like its my fault or its tjs fault.... or just feeling like they dont love me anymore. it sucks... i think they need a break..
maybe when im dad comes back form il. they will talk.. my mom says she doubts it, but my dad wants to try. he said he cant force her and if thats what she wants then thats what he will give her. yet he still makes an effort. he called and left a message for her telling her he loves and missed her... my mom said whatever deleted it and said shes not going to call him back. so my dad called me today and is going ot send my mom flowers tomorrow.
he said she will prolly throw them in the trash but hes gonna try anyways.... lets see what happenes
i dont want my dad to move away... i'll miss him and tj toooo much..
i need help you guys... someone tell me what i can do. please. |
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